no regrets,
                   life on fast forward
to the infinite,
                       the flesh abiding 
in finite memory,
                            time at last 
at a loss.
               no more burdens
of whimsy,
                 no more probing
of possibility,
                      no more mistakes
of misery.
                the final silence
is fluid
           with myth,
fertile
         with the final intimacy.
innocence renewed,
                                    cocooned
in the unconscious,
                                  fastened
to a dead leaf.
                        my shadow
is stale
           in the dawn.